Saturday, March 24, 2012
if he knew...
i wish he can tell what i want. i know its selfish but seriously...=[ i tell him what i want and he doesnt do anything. today i told him i was jealous about the "<3 =]"he put on another girls fb wall. then he just laugh in my face. i wish he would get jealous...sigh!!! these days now all i can say is hi...idk..and sigh...SIGHHHH =''[
Wednesday, March 21, 2012
your right
your right...i realize now we'll never be happy together. correction...you'll never be happy. i can never do that kind of magic toward you.
of course
typical me to expect so much from one person. i think i need a vction from my brain and just go like fuck it. his mom was right, i shouldnt be "sweating him". seriously who the fuck am i? who the fuck am i to be managing his time for him. its not like we're going to get married. its not like i matter as much as i hope to. most of all im just a no one that he is trying to drift away from. story of my life. need to stop. stop caring. stop calling and texting. stop talking. and most of all stop loving.
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