Are you sure?

Lately he's been so nice to me. We have our arguments and everything but at the end of the day, hes still mine. What scares me are not the arguments because i know i have a way t fix it. What scares me the most is that he might be lying to be. what scares me the most is that im so madly in love with him. what scares me the most of all is that he's being so nice to me. i feel as though im bathing in love and im so scared that one day when i wake up, it'll all be gone. i wish theres a way for me to read his mind. tobe completely honest, i trust him more and more everyday. to a point where i feel like i can completely trust him again. It should be good right? no. i am scared that when this happen, it wont last. i cant have another heartbreak again. not now. its too soon. today on the bus, i asked him what he meant by the text "i love you. im sorry". he said he feel as though we're moving too fast again and in a way i feel like that too. but how do you slow down a relationship that is as hot as the sun? sometimes i pinch myself to see if this is all real. and no matter how many times i do so, it still feels like im dreaming. if its a dream, i dont want to ever wake up, i want to be in the coma. i want to be in this love drunk coma and never wake up. if i wake, it might all just fade away again. i dont want to lose this, lose him. He said "you make me happy" and i replied with "im glad im doing my job as your girlfriend =] nothing makes me happier than you happy, especially since im the reason =]" and he said "Tehe :-) you r" i feel like the luckiest person ever. PLEASE DONT LET THIS END!